all this bleak despair, it was always there

Sleep deprivation is uncool. Last night I just started crying over little to nothing. And I don't mean like a little crying, I mean all out sobbing. So, yeah... the other thing I usually have when I'm sleep deprived besides insane depression is just acting psychotic in general AND not even realizing it until later. So I appologize to anyone if I have been psycho or... err... cranky.