I woke up at 2pm today. I always feel so horribly guity when I do that. And I can't 100% remember when I went to bed last night, but I'm thinking that's over 12 hours of sleep. Which I guess wouldn't have happened without sleeping pills.

I guess I did partly make a resolution to sleep away as much time as possible until I could see the doctor, but now I feel I went overboard. I'm also probably never going to get onto a normal sleep sched ever again, which is a bummer. The later I sleep, the harder it is to get to bed at a decent hour, the more likely I will be up in the middle of the night another night crying.

Yes, folks, I hate my whiny bitchiness as much as you do.